"GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!!!!!!!! I AM BEGGING YOU!!!!!!! PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!" but the voices never listen. They continue to talk, yell, scream at me. Tell me to hurt myself, to do bad things to other people. I am scared. I try my best not to listen to them, but i always do. "OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!! JUST GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD!!!!!!!"
They laugh at me... Call me names... Pig, Fatty, Ugly... They tell me i am a ugly whore and that the only person who would ever love me is kiwi... They tell me i am a worthless peice of shit.. That i should just go kill myself because nobody really loves me.These kids dont even know me... How do they even know my name?? They say all these horrible things to me... They make me feel so horrible.. I cry myself to sleep at night because everyone is so mean to me... I have had so many people make fun of me that i actually started to believe what they say. I cant ever feel beautiful. I always feel ugly.. Like i am a worthless peice of shit. I am fat, ugly, and well every mean name you could come up with.. I just wish that people would leave me alone.. I wish people could just be nice... I wish i could just be pretty.
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Ericahow do you feel pretty when people think otherwise??? |