My name is Erica... and this is my life
by: Erica
My name is Erica.... I go to a special high school. I am in a center for musical theater. so i sing dance and act. I am bisexual and i have a girlfriend named Kiwi... i love her so much... i want to spend the rest of my life with her. My friends are awesome. i have so much fun at my school. One problem is i am failing almost everything. and i dont know what to do. i am trying my hardest but no matter what i do i cant seem to make anything right. I am just i stupid screw up. Another thing you should know about me is that i am suicidal. i have been hospitalized before for my issues. i hear voices, screams, inside my head. Nobody else can hear them but me. Noboday can make them go away. Even the medicine i am on doesnt make them go away. I have cronical depression. Also it doesnt help that my girlfriends parents are makeing her switch into a different school. I just wish my life could be perfect. But it sucks balls.. My life is a piece of shit... Nobody can make it better. Not even god.. if her even really excists. The only thing in my life that is perfect is my relationship. But she is leaving my school. and her parents dont know about us being together. They just think we are best friends. So i dont know what to do about that. If only my life was perfect. Everything would be ok. But at the same time i love my stupid, fucked up, unperfect help.